Ok so if you need an ego boost apparently the time to get it is at the end of the school year. I have had so many guys hitting on me in the last week. I made out with one, kissed another, and am supposed to hang out with another guy tonight. Not to mention I still am getting hit on by two other new people and I'm going a little bizerk. I just I don't know what to do. I even have a guy who I like and who likes me, yet he wants me to do shit with his best friend first because he's just gonna start college in the fall, and he hasn't done anything with a girl yet. I feel like a piece of meat, and I'm not even that hot. Sure I'm about 5'7" or 5'8" with long legs and big boobs, but I'm no moviestar. I have a bit of a stomach, chubby arms, thighs the size of hams, I just don't get it. Why now, probably because they wont see me for 3 months, but most of the guys doing this have a class with me next semester, so they really arn't gonna be missing me for long. I wish just for once I could read a guys mind and just know what he was thinking, this whole guessing thing is just to much for me. I'm exhausted, I spend all day doing homework, and I end up talking to guys online for ever. I was talking to this one guy until 6 in the morning this morning, I went to sleep until 1. I really am just going crazy. I need to stop.

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