Oh wow. I am so tired it is not even funny. I got 3 hours of sleep this morning, and that is what I'm running on. Not to mention I was actually active yesterday and today so my energy is sapped. I feel like someone threw rocks at me. Not to mention the fact that my mental state is that of a stressed college stundent of whom guys have started to take an interest in now a week before summer when I'm stressed to hell and not needing distractions from my already packed schedule. My shoulders have built up so much stress it's hard to look up, and my lower back feels like a hammer has happily been pounding away at it. I am going crazy, yet I can still stop and say hey guess what I'm tired. I spent the night last night with a bunch of guy friends, two of which I kissed yes kissed last night both of them. I know I'm weird. I also was at their dorm room until 5 freekin 30 in the morning then I walked to my room (the sun was coming up) and passed out for a whole 3 hours before getting up to go to my first class, followed by a day of running from class to class, and guess what else. I havent eaten anything but packets of honey, two granola bars, a handful of cheerios, and a few crackers. I feel like my stomache is an empty pit that hasn't been filled in years. Not to mention I've now been doing homework for four straight hours with no breaks and just sitting here drawing on a piece of paper. I am so tired, yet I can't go to bed until I finish my homework because it's due tomarrow and if I don't finish it I'm sqrewed becasue we cant hand it in late at all because its summer. I just need to sleep, and I cant and that sucks!

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